Kedua-dua Tanganmu Itu

While others in pain...
n tears...
for the sake of Allah,
counting every seconds,
with Allah's names in mind,
with guns in hands,
with blooded memories of
inspirational father,
a brave lil' brother,
the toughest mother ever,
and innocent sisters..

We actually..
entertain ourselves?
stuffing ourselves with the 'so-called' civilization?
a never ending pursuit of contentment?
What we have been doing all these time??
seriously,
what am I doing right now???
enough,
coz
nothing.
is.
evergonnabeenough.